What Iv learned...

This is my world...

What I'v learned...

Learning to forgive takes practice.
Families aren't always biologic.
I'v learned no matter how much you care some people jus don't care back, some jus don't have that full heart..
it takes years to build trust and only sec's to destroy it
I've learned it takes years to really become the person you want to be..
maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you have celebrated.
some times the people you think will be the ones to kick you when your down will sometimes be the one who are helping you up..

What iv learned
people will always say life is about small
things and things that don't cost money or if money makes happy ur not really happy.. number one reason for divorce is cuz of money to a point I believe that, it is the small
things but if ur strapped and always worried about money cuz u can't make the bills ur going to be unhappy that's y I do what I do i work hard!  we have extra money so we can play and build all of our relationships better in stead of being home and worried all the time about money cuz my spouse don't work and no gas in cars to visit family.. But we love to take our daughter out to eat then again we love to stay home and have her help cook as a family with us anyways where I'm going with this what iv learned is people that can't go out or is strapped with money with throw rocks at us cuz we  like new clothes not ones with holes people will show mean ways of being jealous of others.. which is fine cuz iv learned to blow it off :)



my lil girl is growing so fast this is her before 2 stay tuned for her birthday update

 What Iv learned getting messey in the house is a MUST... FLOWER FIGHT

 
What iv learned having a simple photoshot haha is totally necessary now dayz its so fun to look back on and see how different you changed

 

 

 

Memories as kid we remember the family bbqs, water fights, silly random camping trips, the small fun things our uncles did or grandpas we are making those memories haha have to point hopes face on the bottom right pic haha FUNNY having so much fun..

 This last Christmas Casey and I wanted to something so special for our mothers not jus the simple gift cards or pots and pans we wanted something that would bring the families a little together
What iv learned that our mothers haha got touched so much by what we made for them this year
it was very tender ya they cried .. Family time is so important and one thing i wanted to do was spend more time with family and we have been doing a great job at it and i so proud we have build amazing relationships in so many different levels...
Here are a few Christmas pics too I forgot lol

Casey got a tattoo for Christmas for the day after so cool LOOVE body and soul tattoo

SPOILED
she love it

coolest tree ever...
Super cross tree, and the tradition pic haha cant wait to see her prego and them pick her up

 What iv learned
I was always OVER STRESSED by supporting family, drama with pointless girls or my job so I know that I needed to break away and get my mind in lala land lol.. zone things out and jus by finding something small and not to mention very cute hobby, finding yourself a hobby is a MUST!!!
Clears your mind, most people have to go out or whatever but u need alone time..

 
But also sharing that craft time with family enjoying your hobby and showing others how to do it
haha and hope playing down the stairs with basket she loves making daddy tired up and down non stop lol...

 
What iv learned
Someone in my life has lost there mother and she is young and we ALL tend to take advantage of spending time with our mothers and I have at least been trying to make a special day for her at LEAST once a month me and her even if its a walmart trip and dennys or a simple getting her toes done

What iv learned 

we have had Hope in our lifes not ever for two years and she has changed us into better strong people things jus keep getting better...

Learn to control your attitude or it will control you..

What iv learned

Girls (girlfriends) kinda suck and I dont want to have a bff as a girl im too badass for that lol jk but really they way to much drama and im better off with my boys as friends im down and dirty and not too into the she said this or fakness of girl friendship UNLESS its my family they tender lol...

People will come and go in our lives this guy will ALWAYS be here for me and me for him, I love our friendship! NO GIRLFRIENDSHIP will ever compare to this 

haha he has man movie dates with casey too lol...

I have a great life, great POSITIVE for the most part people...

My life is a good life we are healthy and don't struggle we are soo happy

and is going to be even better where we are headed... eeeek yay

I have an amazing life and everyone can if they jus think positive and live it for now..
iv learned
Family is so important not having a million friends that will jus stab you in your back dont get me wrong you will have your close ones that are amazing ;) but few are its imposable to have four bffs or three it jus don't work there is always a knife on one of the backs...
Jus knowing where I was even jus a year ago not too much about family on half the side and how much it has changed JUST in a year is amazing and makes my heart whole its amazing who would of thought lol... and the best is yet to come..
This year is our year i feel positive our way something great is coming even if it don't I'm loving the positive vibes I'm getting here its like I'm getting slapped and saying its not worth it laughing out of no where and smiling for no reason..
Even being extra special to people I don't even know and talking about pointless convos with people at walmart has jus done it for me this is my life and im eating it all up haha its great...
 I guess that's what happens when u makes changes of people you hang around you don't feel thrown down if you have people always throwing you down get rid of them really its crazy how different you change more so into a positive person without even knowing it it took me a lil long then it should have...
Peace and Love think the year positive and family...
Make your change..
never try to be "normal", be the unexpected take your time smell the air, Always ask questions
Ive learned...
No matter a how good a friend is to someone, they will still hurt you and you must forgive them for that, even if they don't forgive you back..
Don't turn you back on someone that truly has the right intentions for you and only mean well, we tend to forget who dose have the right intentions take a step back and evaluate..

I will be blogging at least one a week (I hope)
but i am going to try also
I will be dong video blogs cuz i dont have too much time to type
:)